This year, and especially this month, has been very difficult for me. A run of bad luck coupled with some poor trading has resulted in my account being up only a few percent for the year. This is after being up almost 20%, twice.
In short, I feel much like this guy looks. Hat tip to
Michelle Malkin for the image.
The run of bad luck started a few weeks ago with
SLB closing down 10+ points after earnings. Then came
TRAK, which gapped down 10 points, but managed to recover half of the loss.
BLUD came along with its FCC investigation and cost me another 5 points. And who can forget
BWLD, which cost me another 10 points? That's roughly 30 points lost, in positions which were worth almost 1/2 of my capital.
So when Friday comes, and the market looks like it might be gearing up for another leg down, my emotions got the better of me, and I liquidated most of my positions. This was pretty ridiculous, considering that I had charted out where I thought the Nasdaq might bounce, and the index conformed perfectly to the scenario I had charted.
But I didn't let the pain and frustration stop after liquidation. I then added index shorts. I should add that I did liquidate on bounces--it wasn't a free for all, and I did get some relatively decent prices on the double inverse shorts. However, this adding of index shorts likely just added another level of complexity for this coming week's trading. Complexity is not good right now.
As I consider where I am going wrong, I keep coming back to the emotional trading. In fact, the traders that I follow who are systems-oriented are all doing well for the year. I feel even more strongly now than I did earlier in the year that I have to decide on a system and stick with it. I could probably allocate capital to several different profitable systems and do okay. The fact is, I have to become more mechanical, and less emotional.
I definitely do not want to get back in negative territory on the year, so what I will be doing over the next several weeks needs to be done well, and done without emotion. To that end, I've polished off some old filters and screens I used to use. One in particular has backtested very well. I may start taking some of those signals again, as it has 74% win rate, and I really need some high probability trades to undo all the major gap downs and sell-offs I've endured.
The chart shows a perfectly executed pull-back on the Nasdaq. Most indicators are in neutral territory, with the Stochs showing overbought/sell signal. I still have the distinct feeling that the market is topping. However, the indexes may move too far against my shorts in the nearterm for me to hold them long enough to see any gains.